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My bi-annual entry, and it's to wish everyone a Happy New Year! |
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Jun. 15th, 2004 @ 10:29 pm
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just a ping - to keep it alive :) |
It's been so long since I've used this journal or semagic. I've installed the latest release and am just testing this out. I would have liked to install lj.net, but it requires installing .Net, and that's just too insecure for my tastes. I battle intruders onto my systems enough, don't need more ways for them to sneak in.
I will say this, though - this definately has improved since the last time I used it. I don't remember it having so many options.Current Mood:  anxious Current Music: The beat of my own personal drummer. |
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I have a cold. I feel like crap. |
... and yet I haven't updated it much. WTF is wrong with me?
Oh wait - it might have something to do with the 45000 other journals I keep. Ewps. |
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Yes, I'm still alive. It's been a very long time, and I thought for sure this thing had been killed off. But it hasn't. Might as well use it.
Sucks I have nothing to write about at the moment.
Jan. 16th, 2004 @ 06:55 pm
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| » Just a mindless rant, no real direction |
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I'm posting this with semagic - I can't believe I hadn't discovered this sooner. This makes updating so much easier... I might actually do it more often :)
So I'm sitting here, and I'm thinking about... stuff. Just random shit. Like how some stupid little kid who I've never met before, because he talks shit on a website about my husband, how I now want to hunt him down and hurt him. Real mature of me, isn't it? You'd never think I was 27 if I stated I want to hurt the little shithead for just being a stupid kid.
But I don't think it's that I'm being immature - I just think I'm using that kid as an excuse to go on a good rampage. I'm feeling very stressed out, worried about tons of things, and a rampage would help me get rid of some of that anger and stress I'm feeling.
On to other news...
I've been adopted. By a stray cat. He's so cute, and very possessive. But he's learning to share me with the other animals I already had. He stays outside because I don't know if he's got any diseases or anything. He just ran up to me from the woods behind my house, and hasn't left since. He must like the food and filtered water I provide him. He was very very thin yesterday, but with all the food he's been eating, he's starting to thicken up. He looks almost normal-thin now, whereas yesterday he was boney. I'm happy to see he doesn't try to wander off. Doesn't matter what time I go out to the back, he's there, just chilling out on our patio, laying on the rug by the glass door or sprawled out on one of the lawn chairs. He feels like he's home, and he's so sweet. I think someone just got tired of him and tossed him to the streets. He's way too sweet to be a feral cat. Poor little guy.
My husband was like "great, you fed him, he'll never leave," and I was like, no he'll go - he's got to, he can't just sit there all day long. HA! I was wrong. :) He's a cutie, and all he needs now is a name. Hmm... Don't know what name to put on him. Since he's got white paws, I was thinking of calling him Mitts. I know, it's stupid. He definately needs to get fixed, though. He's fully intact. I might just do that when my sister in law lends me her cat carrier. I tried putting him in a box, and even taped that box up like crazy, but he still got out. At first, I thought he was going to be really pissed off, but he was fine. He just didn't wanna be in the box. But I'm afraid of driving anywhere with that cat loose in the car, so I'll wait to get the carrier.
School is.... going. I made Dean's List for Spring, though :) Got my letter yesterday. I was so happy about that. REALLY freaking happy about that. Proud of myself, because it was just 1 year ago that I was on probation at school because I failed my computer science courses - that was the sign that told me "Misu you suck at everything else except psychology, so just be a psych major and get your Master's in Psych." Hopefully by making Dean's List, I can improve my chances of getting into Grad School. Competition is fierce, and many of my classmates don't play around with school. We'll see - I might end up going to a private university for my Master's (translation: I'll be in debt forever).
Welp, that's all for now. Gonna go screw around with the colors on this thing, and then gonna go bug hubby.
May. 16th, 2003 @ 12:41 am
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| » Wow, it's letting me update! |
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I think my connection has been screwy lately because this journal hasn't let me update in a while - not the journal, the link. You know what I mean.
Well, school is ... going. I skipped yesterday and today. Just couldn't do it. Too tired, too much in pain. But I'm going tomorrow and I don't plan on missing any more days. I can't, I have to buckle down and do this shiznit.
I wish I had more stuff to talk about. I've been keeping another journal somewhere, and been putting everything down over there. In a way, it's been the only thing keeping me from exploding.
Today is the 13th of May. It's 4 days away from the 4 year anniversary of my dad's death. Blah. It's been a hard day for me. I think the 13th of May was actually the last time I saw him alive. Or it was just a little before that. It's depressing that I can't even remember the day, but I remember what we did - we had gone to Home Depot to purchase some supplies for a project my mother wanted to start, and then on the way back, we passed by taco bell and my dad had, for the first time in his life, taco bell - his favorite were the Sante Fe Chalupas :(
Oh well. Enough depressing shit. My eyes are all, you know, puffy and whatnot. And I'm depressed, and stressed, and I think I'm just going to sit next to Alf as he plays on the Xbox.
May. 13th, 2003 @ 09:42 pm
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| » School starts tomorrow |
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It's really late right now, and I'm exhausted. Summer term starts tomorrow. Actually, 2 summer terms start tomorrow for me - 2 classes that last 6 weeks, and another that lasts the entire summer. In 6 weeks, when I finish 2 classes, I'll start up another 6 week course, bringing the grand total of classes being taken at 4 for summer, a whopping 13 credits. Most people don't even take classes in the summer, and those that do take maybe 6 or 9 credits.
Fall I've got 17 credits. Most people take 12.
To say these next 7 months are going to be crazy is a major understatement. But I want to be done with school.
Alot of shit has been going on with me lately, and I just haven't had the ... need... to write about it. Probably because I've been so goddamned tired. And you know, I'm tired of being tired. I'll be getting some blood work done this week for major testing, to determine what the fuck is ultimately wrong with me - why the hell am I always tired? Why can't I sleep well? Why do I merely look at a piece of candy and gain 45 pounds??
*sigh*
Mom is being... crazy... again. She's probably stressed out because of my brother, and turns to her favorite emotional punching bag (that would be me) to relieve some of the stress. *sigh* women. That's all I have to say. WOMEN!
And coming from a woman, that's a major statement. Sometimes women can be so fucking DRAMATIC, over any freaking little thing. It's like RELAX MOFO!
Anyway, I just wanted to write a little something something in this journal, mostly because no one reads it. Yay.
May. 5th, 2003 @ 11:58 pm
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eye strain blinding me,
leaving my head feeling like a pin cushion
where it seems every touch
every thought
leaves a dent in my head
I'm feeling poetic today.
Ok, not really - but I do feel like the above. Like I'm pincusionhead girl because of the eye strain and agravated sinuses. Is it allergies? Is it sinusitis? I think it's probably allergies now, because just 2 days ago my sinuses were almost normal thanks to the AB's I've been taking.
I swear, it's not one thing, it's another. I should just go to sleep, damnit.
Must do a research paper now.
Apr. 16th, 2003 @ 05:10 pm
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| » AAAAAAAAAAAAGH!!! |
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Just need to write for a little bit - I'm TIRED!! ARGH!!!
Too much school work, and I've got so very little time left to do it. I should actually be studying right now. RAR!
Ok, enough posting of useless shit. Must now go and give up a puppy that we got 3 weeks ago because I'm an injured idiot that didn't think that perhaps I wasn't physically capable of handling a rottweiler puppy :(
Apr. 13th, 2003 @ 10:29 am
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It's been a long time since I've updated this journal. Last time was back in November.
I should make an effort to updating this more. Just been busy, and really, not motivated to update this place :(
Since no one really knows about this journal, though (no one I know, anyway), I should keep it up. I've stopped using my other journal because I kept getting told to edit my entries because I might insult someone's mom or siblings or whatever. Fuck that, yo.
So, war has started. It started officially last night, just about an hour after the 8pm deadline. Ain't that a bitch. They tried to target some high-ranking Iraqi officials, but apparently didn't get anyone. They say it was worth the effort, though. Iraq retaliated by firing off scud missiles to a Marine camp at the Kuwait/Iraq border and one scud into Kuwait City. Motherfuckers. They managed to intercept the missles, but that shows Iraq is willing to fire off missles to its neighbors. HOW they got the missles all the way down there, despite the fact our forces destroyed all the crap they had in the no-fly zone sort of proves they had missles they claimed they didn't.
Things are going to get worse. I was hoping they'd go smoothly, and I keep telling people it's going to go well. But I'm not so sure anymore.
Mar. 20th, 2003 @ 10:35 am
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| » Looong ass time.... |
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I haven't written in here in forever. Not because I have nothing to say, I just haven't written in my lj...
Just wanted to post I'm alive. I have not abandoned my lj just yet.
Nov. 7th, 2002 @ 05:33 pm
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| » it's been a long time |
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I haven't updated this journal in ages, seems like. definately several months.
a lot of shit has happened in the time i last updated. we moved into our new house, alf's job is up in chaos (tho things seem to have settled, thanfully), my back had gotten better, then worse, and now it's 50-50 whether it wants to be good or bad.
but some things have remained the same - such as the fact i have no freaking job. *sigh* I might as well just do my financial aide thing and get some loan money to help around here while I go to school.
Ok, dont feel like writing anymore. what a wonderful update. guh.
Oct. 28th, 2002 @ 01:00 pm
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| » Teehee :) |
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Alf stayed home from work today - maybe we'll go out and do something fun??? *hoping*
I better go take a shower now. I'm steeenky.
Jul. 31st, 2002 @ 11:24 am
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Hi there. Still alive.
In pain. Feel like the surgery has failed me. Need physical therapy.
That is all.
Jul. 25th, 2002 @ 01:47 pm
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| » Fffffaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh! |
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I'm so tired.
I have a bunch of stuff to do, and my back is acting up. Thank GOD for Vioxx. Got my scrip refilled yesterday, and I,m feeling much better today, but I don't know if I should clean up some. I'm afraid to piss off my back, heh
Anyway, just an update so I don't lose my LJ - I still haven't figured out what I'm going to do with this thing. And I have my other journal... Blergh
Jul. 16th, 2002 @ 12:17 pm
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| » Just a quick update |
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In case anyone runs into this, I'm alive. I just haven't figured out exactly what I'm going to do with this particular blog. It's not a secret like another blog I have, but it's not on my server like my main blog, so it's kinda ... useless right now. Especially since LJ goes down for me for some reason during the day. *shrug* oh wellz
Jul. 12th, 2002 @ 02:29 am
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| » Documenting my stupidity |
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Ok I am an utter shithead - I just fell in the bathtub, while SITTING DOWN, in that little shower bench Alf got me.
You know, only *I* would find a way to slip and fall while sitting in a chair designed precisely so people with back problems DON'T DO THAT.
*slapping self*
Jun. 25th, 2002 @ 01:44 pm
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| » Ugh |
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I miss my webserver...
I piss myself off sometimes. I mean, I had a webserver for almost a year, at my beck and call whenever I wanted to update my journal or put up some mp3's, or whatever. And I took it for granted. Now that it's offline, I piss and moan about it. Watch, once I get our ISP switched to one that allows us to run servers, and once the server is up, I'll go back to my old ways. Because that's just the type of retarded asshole I am.
God, I should kick my own ass for being so freaking STUPID! :(
In other news, I just cracked my back, when the doctors specifically forbid me to do it. Great, I probably popped another disc. Wonderful.
The doctor gave me a lovely visual as to what could happen to my back if I continue to crack it. Since I had surgery on it to remove the bulging herniation that was pressing on the nerves in my spine, there is not an opening, where the jelly-like disc filling could ooze out. He said to think of my disc as a little pouch of crab meat, and if I squeeze it too much, the crab meat just pops out.
Yummy, eh? hehe
My cat is sitting on my desk right now, and he keeps cleaning the areas I pet him at. Mother f-ing cat, hehe.
OK, enough. I need to ... I dunno... DO SOMETHING. Anything. Maybe do a little cleaning or something. Or perhaps play some unreal... Ahhh.. unreal... I really need some new games. I can't wait for the newest Unreal to come out. YAY.
Jun. 25th, 2002 @ 10:43 am
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