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My bi-annual entry, and it's to wish everyone a Happy New Year! |
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Jun. 15th, 2004 @ 10:29 pm
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just a ping - to keep it alive :) |
It's been so long since I've used this journal or semagic. I've installed the latest release and am just testing this out. I would have liked to install lj.net, but it requires installing .Net, and that's just too insecure for my tastes. I battle intruders onto my systems enough, don't need more ways for them to sneak in.
I will say this, though - this definately has improved since the last time I used it. I don't remember it having so many options.Current Mood:  anxious Current Music: The beat of my own personal drummer. |
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I have a cold. I feel like crap. |
... and yet I haven't updated it much. WTF is wrong with me?
Oh wait - it might have something to do with the 45000 other journals I keep. Ewps. |
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Yes, I'm still alive. It's been a very long time, and I thought for sure this thing had been killed off. But it hasn't. Might as well use it.
Sucks I have nothing to write about at the moment.
Jan. 16th, 2004 @ 06:55 pm
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| » Just a mindless rant, no real direction |
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I'm posting this with semagic - I can't believe I hadn't discovered this sooner. This makes updating so much easier... I might actually do it more often :)
So I'm sitting here, and I'm thinking about... stuff. Just random shit. Like how some stupid little kid who I've never met before, because he talks shit on a website about my husband, how I now want to hunt him down and hurt him. Real mature of me, isn't it? You'd never think I was 27 if I stated I want to hurt the little shithead for just being a stupid kid.
But I don't think it's that I'm being immature - I just think I'm using that kid as an excuse to go on a good rampage. I'm feeling very stressed out, worried about tons of things, and a rampage would help me get rid of some of that anger and stress I'm feeling.
On to other news...
I've been adopted. By a stray cat. He's so cute, and very possessive. But he's learning to share me with the other animals I already had. He stays outside because I don't know if he's got any diseases or anything. He just ran up to me from the woods behind my house, and hasn't left since. He must like the food and filtered water I provide him. He was very very thin yesterday, but with all the food he's been eating, he's starting to thicken up. He looks almost normal-thin now, whereas yesterday he was boney. I'm happy to see he doesn't try to wander off. Doesn't matter what time I go out to the back, he's there, just chilling out on our patio, laying on the rug by the glass door or sprawled out on one of the lawn chairs. He feels like he's home, and he's so sweet. I think someone just got tired of him and tossed him to the streets. He's way too sweet to be a feral cat. Poor little guy.
My husband was like "great, you fed him, he'll never leave," and I was like, no he'll go - he's got to, he can't just sit there all day long. HA! I was wrong. :) He's a cutie, and all he needs now is a name. Hmm... Don't know what name to put on him. Since he's got white paws, I was thinking of calling him Mitts. I know, it's stupid. He definately needs to get fixed, though. He's fully intact. I might just do that when my sister in law lends me her cat carrier. I tried putting him in a box, and even taped that box up like crazy, but he still got out. At first, I thought he was going to be really pissed off, but he was fine. He just didn't wanna be in the box. But I'm afraid of driving anywhere with that cat loose in the car, so I'll wait to get the carrier.
School is.... going. I made Dean's List for Spring, though :) Got my letter yesterday. I was so happy about that. REALLY freaking happy about that. Proud of myself, because it was just 1 year ago that I was on probation at school because I failed my computer science courses - that was the sign that told me "Misu you suck at everything else except psychology, so just be a psych major and get your Master's in Psych." Hopefully by making Dean's List, I can improve my chances of getting into Grad School. Competition is fierce, and many of my classmates don't play around with school. We'll see - I might end up going to a private university for my Master's (translation: I'll be in debt forever).
Welp, that's all for now. Gonna go screw around with the colors on this thing, and then gonna go bug hubby.
May. 16th, 2003 @ 12:41 am
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I think my connection has been screwy lately because this journal hasn't let me update in a while - not the journal, the link. You know what I mean.
Well, school is ... going. I skipped yesterday and today. Just couldn't do it. Too tired, too much in pain. But I'm going tomorrow and I don't plan on missing any more days. I can't, I have to buckle down and do this shiznit.
I wish I had more stuff to talk about. I've been keeping another journal somewhere, and been putting everything down over there. In a way, it's been the only thing keeping me from exploding.
Today is the 13th of May. It's 4 days away from the 4 year anniversary of my dad's death. Blah. It's been a hard day for me. I think the 13th of May was actually the last time I saw him alive. Or it was just a little before that. It's depressing that I can't even remember the day, but I remember what we did - we had gone to Home Depot to purchase some supplies for a project my mother wanted to start, and then on the way back, we passed by taco bell and my dad had, for the first time in his life, taco bell - his favorite were the Sante Fe Chalupas :(
Oh well. Enough depressing shit. My eyes are all, you know, puffy and whatnot. And I'm depressed, and stressed, and I think I'm just going to sit next to Alf as he plays on the Xbox.
May. 13th, 2003 @ 09:42 pm
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It's really late right now, and I'm exhausted. Summer term starts tomorrow. Actually, 2 summer terms start tomorrow for me - 2 classes that last 6 weeks, and another that lasts the entire summer. In 6 weeks, when I finish 2 classes, I'll start up another 6 week course, bringing the grand total of classes being taken at 4 for summer, a whopping 13 credits. Most people don't even take classes in the summer, and those that do take maybe 6 or 9 credits.
Fall I've got 17 credits. Most people take 12.
To say these next 7 months are going to be crazy is a major understatement. But I want to be done with school.
Alot of shit has been going on with me lately, and I just haven't had the ... need... to write about it. Probably because I've been so goddamned tired. And you know, I'm tired of being tired. I'll be getting some blood work done this week for major testing, to determine what the fuck is ultimately wrong with me - why the hell am I always tired? Why can't I sleep well? Why do I merely look at a piece of candy and gain 45 pounds??
*sigh*
Mom is being... crazy... again. She's probably stressed out because of my brother, and turns to her favorite emotional punching bag (that would be me) to relieve some of the stress. *sigh* women. That's all I have to say. WOMEN!
And coming from a woman, that's a major statement. Sometimes women can be so fucking DRAMATIC, over any freaking little thing. It's like RELAX MOFO!
Anyway, I just wanted to write a little something something in this journal, mostly because no one reads it. Yay.
May. 5th, 2003 @ 11:58 pm
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eye strain blinding me,
leaving my head feeling like a pin cushion
where it seems every touch
every thought
leaves a dent in my head
I'm feeling poetic today.
Ok, not really - but I do feel like the above. Like I'm pincusionhead girl because of the eye strain and agravated sinuses. Is it allergies? Is it sinusitis? I think it's probably allergies now, because just 2 days ago my sinuses were almost normal thanks to the AB's I've been taking.
I swear, it's not one thing, it's another. I should just go to sleep, damnit.
Must do a research paper now.
Apr. 16th, 2003 @ 05:10 pm
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